So when you came home to live with mommy again we lived in the apartments and you would see the kids outside playing on the toys and you wanted so bad to play out there. So one day I started sitting outside and letting you play out there. Well you tried to do everything that the other kids did and one day I was watching you and you were running and pushing the merry go round all by yourself, I thought it was so cute, but then you made my heart jump because you jumped up on the merry go round all by yourself while it was moving. You kept doing that and I kept watching you, you would always have one leg on the merry go round after you jumped on and one leg hanging off, it was just so cute and you were just so proud of yourself. I love you baby girl, keep flying high! I hope they have merry go rounds in heaven so you can do this all the time!