I remember the 1st time we met, at the phoenix group....I told ur mommy jus how adorable u were & asked to hold u, she let me & I was so happy! I picked u up out of ur car seat & instantly fell in love. Within a ur mommy asked me to start watchin u....I was a lil hesitant at 1st, but decided to, that was the best decision I made back then.....a few wks later ur mommy started callin me mommy April which jus touched my heart so sweetly & made me smile from ear to ear,,, I love u like my own, I started tellin ppl who'd ask if u were mine, no she's my daughter I never had, I'm jus mommy April her mommy is Sarah......we laughed & played every day all day & half the nite lol u were silly even as an infant.....ur smile always made me smile, no matter how bad of a mood I was in...😇 Then my mom, dad, & sister met u & instantly fell in love with u, we started callin them grandma, papa, & aunt Lolo.....u were my sweet fat lil Rayray.....a few months into watchin u for ur mommy, my son Brayden came out of his room & asked, "mommy is she my new sister?" I laughed so hard & said well kinda we she's here a lot but no baby she's not ur sister for real.....lol I love kids!!!! Then came the time ur mom & I had to discuss me not watchin u any more cause u were to big for me to handle, so she found someone else to watch u......I cried for days without u there to fill my time 😢 I love & miss u so so so much Rayanna Marie Harsh my fat lil Rayray R.I.PARADISE LOVE MOMMY APRIL FOREVER & ALWAYS!!!??